wow, wow, wow.  haven't wrote in here for so long! sorry to people who actually read this.

anyways, yesterday was my last day of finals, thank god! i am so happy that it is all over and i don't have anything to study for anymore.  yess!!

next week is christmas and my mom is coming to visit from japan.  that should be fun.  the week is going to fly by...sunday is annie's bday thing, monday a "reunion" at school and then christmas.  new years is going to be a lot of fun, i'm going to ny (upstate then the city) and might even hit up montreal, who knows. i'll go wherever the wind takes me.  umm...yeah. back from new york and straight to a camp at the otc.  should be interesting.

so anyways, thats my story, talk to you peeps later!

Talk about stressed out, that is what I am.  But then again, when am I NOT stressed out?  Never!  This Wednesday I am going to New York city, the event that I have been looking forward to for days!!  No, really, months!!

It should be really fun and interesting since I get to see my boy Nater and some other friends like Ween and Taraje.  It will be a nice relaxer...Unfortunately, that kicker is that I have 2 papers due on the Monday I get back.  One 4 page and one 6 page.  Then I have a 6-8 page paper due on Tuesday.  That is definitely not going to be fun to try and get done, considering I haven't started on any of them yet.  I guess that would be a good idea.

Hmm...what else?  Not too much.  I have a part time job babysitting so I am getting a little extra cash in and judo is going well.

Well everyone take care, I have things to do!!

What the hell is wrong with people?!  I am so very very tired of people who live in their pseudo world, with their stupid ideosyncrasies, thinking that they are SO intellectual, SO smart and know EVERYTHING.  (If you don't know what an ideosyncrasy is, go look it up in a friggin dictionary!!) 

Why do people believe that they must prove to everyone how smart and funny and charming they are?  If people like you, they will like you for who you are, not who you pretend to be to their face.  I am so very tired of people fronting and putting on their fake persona to people they meet so they can have more "friends" and what not.  WHO F*ING CARES!! No one cares how many friends you have except you!!  In the end, I would rather have 1 or 2 good friends rather than a billion aquaintances.  But no, people need to be "popular" and "charming" and "attractive". 

Its like, Why don't you get a f*ing life?  Why don't you go to school?  Why don't you get a job?  Why don't you be responsible and take care of things that you need to get done?  Why don't you do what you said you would?  Get off the friggin internet!  Go interact with people face to face!  Stop lying to people, because they WILL FIND OUT THE TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Seek help. 

blah blah blah! i hate mondays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this weekend was...hmm, very uneventful. on sat, woke up, ran, judo , more judo, ate and then chilled with some girls from back in the day.  sunday, woke up, read, slept some more, woke up, read, slept some more, babysat.  and somewhere in there i managed to get a few hours of studying in.

hopefully this week will go by fast!!!!  this sunday is halloween?  what are you gonna dress up as? as for me, i will take my little bros trick or treating in my awesome buzz lightyear costume.  i am so sick of all the people who think they are too old or "too cool" to dress up.  c'mon people! its free candy.  the only excuse you have to not dress up is if a) you are past the age of 25 or b) you are 15 and you look like you're 25. 

ok....time for school. blah.

My thought for the day:

Some people have serious psychological issues, but in the end you can only control what you do. 

Went to San Jose this past weekend to spend some time with my "peeps".  It was a good time but I have realized that I need at least 9 hours of sleep A DAY to function.  4 hours just ain't cuttin it.

I can't wait until Nov 17th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

peace it jigs.